How should I do it?
How should I end the pain that you’ve caused?
Your absence is a constant reminder
That I wasn’t good enough for you
That I was born the wrong way for you

How should I do it?
How should I end the pain that you’ve caused
Should I ignore the agonies,
until my body can no longer bear it?
Or should I end it now at the tip of a sharp knife?

How should I do it?
How should I end the pain that you’ve caused?
Because you are never coming back
That’s the one thing that I have stopped hoping for,
but I still hope that one day I can join you.

How should I do it?
How should I end the pain that you’ve caused?
Do I need to ask these questions anymore?
The choice has been made
I’ll not live another day.

How should I do it?
How should I end the pain that you’ve caused?
The pain of losing you was too much
And with all of my hopes gone
Nothing is left for me.